My Life - My decision

Enjoying the moments with the loved one

Would make anyone's day special

I am no exception

I loved him

I am not going to details as to how many years

but with heart and soul

His every movement made my soul quiver

His smile was always magical

He clutched my hands

With thousands present

and took the vow

He will be with me forever

This is one promise he failed to keep

I regret not

But my soul found nothing consoling

When he was around life seemed so pleasant

It always felt like

Heaven would be no better place

In his absence

It feels like hell would be no worse

Then came the other

In my life

This guy got me flattered

He has the smile as mine had

I see the same spark in his twinkles

No comparisons can be made

They are poles apart

Excepting I am the centre of their lives

Missing my loved one

bogs me down

I am not the one who would bow easily

But love has taken me over

Love I never think would bend any rules

Just that it has no rules

I am in love,

Yes but for the second time

Let the world throw stones at me

I know how to makes those stones flowers

Judge me not

I am not judging you

I am getting married in a while

It is just a few months now

that he passed away

How a dramatic change - you might ask

You should be in my place

I am not ready to be in your place

Nor would I want you to be in my place

Let me take my own course

This is my life

And all I have is just one life to live