All I can do to love you is to just hate you

You know how much I love to hate you
I hate you cos I love you
Like to hate you from the innermost
Would never try to gather your trust
This I say not in frust
But I hate you cos I love you
Can love show up as hatred?
I don't know
But I hate you cos I love you
If love can break the bones
And crush the spirit
Hate can do the worst
But it helps me to vent out
Anger is an enemy, but not always, and esp not when it comes to love
It pours out as hatred
Not on you dear, but on me
All I can do to love you is to just hate you
Everythere, I see your face
You have become a phantom to me
I stopped listening to music
In every lyric, I hear your name
Your voice comes flying in the air
And the smell of freshness all around me
There lingers your voice in my ears
Can I have it stay with me?
I need your permission
All I can do to love you is to just hate you

You have become a friedly ghost
I walk with dreams
The dreadful demon in my dream is none but you
Your impact on me made me a zombie
Now I walk a senseless man
Why all sorrow
Can I stop loving?
Yes, but only if I stop breathing
All I can do to love you is to just hate you